Chat: Fair Game
11:37
Amanda: other than that…i try to avoid getting beat up.
11:37
(control): …by playing rugby?
11:38
Amanda: haha. strange isnt it?
11:38
(control): a bit.
11:38
Amanda: rugby is more about the rush…
and getting beaten is sort of the price you pay..
but the good thing is…if you get tackled hard by someone then you are angry..and play better…
11:39
(control): makes sense.
11:39
Amanda: i don’t feel like you are sincere
11:39
(control): it does make sense, though
11:39
Amanda: i dont think i could sit and just take a beating. but when its war,,,,its different
11:40
(control): i think for some people it’s like that, when they just take one
they’re not just taking it, they’re fighting it
and fighting their own instincts to move, to avoid
11:41
Amanda: hmm. never thought of it like that
11:41
(control): at the same time as they’re eroticizing the pain itself, they’re eroticizing TAKING the pain
the eroticization of endurance.
11:42
Amanda: so its not actually the pain that they like? its the idea behind it kindda?
11:43
(control): no, it’s both
but I think they play off of eachother
i had a scene with a partner of mine where I basically beat the shit out of her
she was all kinds of bruised and battered
and she was fighting me the whole time, saying “is that all you got?”
11:47
Amanda: wowza..
11:48
(control): her ass was black and blue.
11:48
Amanda: do you try to keep it where clothes can cover?
11:49
(control): yes.
11:49
Amanda: otherwise its fair game?
11:50
(control): pretty much – but that was a very specific mood, she wanted to get beat like that
she was asking for it, pretty specifically
11:51
Amanda: what did you beat her with?
11:51
(control): my hands, my leather strap, and my acrylic cane
11:51
Amanda: acrylic cane? good lord.
11:52
(control): hotness.
11:53
Amanda: you’re pretty intense eh?
11:53
(control): i can be.
it’s not all the time, but it does show up every once in a while.
11:54
Amanda: no kiddin.
11:55
(control): again, it’s only when its requested.
11:57
Amanda: fair enough.
11:58
(control): but when it is? hoo boy.
fun times.
