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Every so often a picture gets taken that can really show what tying can be like, in a moment. This is one of them, from last week’s Keyhole Session. Me, tying the Madame in preparation for her (sudden and unexpected) appearance in the last pose of the evening. I wish I could remember what we were saying.

Thanks to Nathaniel for the pics.

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From last week’s Keyhole Session. Yes, that’s a leopard-print bikini top. It was a Wilma-and-Betty themed night. Click on the image to check out the other pics from the night.

Thanks to Nathaniel for the pics.

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(That’s icing on her foot, by the way.)
Last Tuesday night marked the return of the Keyhole Sessions, after taking the month of December off to regroup and get ready for a new year. We’ve moved locations, and are now holding classes at the Great Hall, right on the corner of Queen and Dovercourt, here in Toronto. It’s a gorgeous room and a perfect match for us.
Having said that, I’ve got a LOT of catching up to do. First off I need to figure out how to make the lighting as good as we had it at our old space. It’s a less forgiving room, in a lot of ways… bigger, which is good ‘cos we need the space. Older, however, which means NO screwing into the walls. That makes things tougher. I have a feeling we’ll have it more together for this week’s upcoming session.
Our first session back was fun, I have to say – although I was less than impressed with my ropework. It felt half-hearted, and more than a bit sloppy. It’s amazing what tying at least once a week will do for me. I feel like I’ve somehow fallen WAY behind, with even just a month off of Keyhole. I didn’t do much tying of my own, in that time, for reasons I haven’t totally figured out yet. Suffice it to say, December was a hard month.
I am looking forward to seeing how the Keyhole Sessions grow this year. Actually I’m just looking forward to 2010 in general. In many ways I’m very happy to see the end of 2009. A lot of good happened for me this past year, but I’m not convinced right now that it balances out the massive amount of bad that also showed up.
I’ve never been one for resolutions. This year, however, I made a point of telling myself that, no matter what, I am not going to let any opportunities pass me by this year. I plan on taking the time and spending the energy to help build The Keyhole Sessions into what I think they can be.

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The picture above was shot this summer in Banff, Alberta, in a room at the Fairmont Banff Springs. This was the first time I’ve tied Danielle, and while she was lovely and accommodating and someone I very much look forward to getting rope on again, this session ended up being one of the scarier moments I’ve had, tying.
We’d talked, the three of us, about setting up a shoot while we were all in Banff. Danielle has experience being tied, and she’d seen pictures of a previous shoot I’d done with kk the last time he’d visited Toronto. My first and amazingly successful attempts at suspension; I was VERY glad he was there to document that. A good night, and some great images came of it. After that night we both knew we wanted to have him shoot my ropework again, sometime. Following some lengthy Skype and Twitter conversations, and juggling work schedules while in Banff, we finally found a time when the three of us could be in a room together. A quick check-in was had, quality of light was judged, and we were underway.
Things were progressing nicely, many MANY pictures were being taken in the moment by Kris, Danielle’s partner. This particular image was taken early on in the process.
As I layered more and more rope on Danielle, I noticed she was getting quieter. Kris was shooting away, moving around us both. I kept talking as I tied, wanting to keep myself connected with her and Kris, shifting her when I needed it. I didn’t take her silence for much other than probably the enjoyment of being tied (which she’d told me she experiences, sensationally speaking) and perhaps a little bit of rope headspace (which we’d not talked much about, but didn’t strike me as surprising). It was only when, after about 15? 20? minutes of tying (oh how time flies) she spoke up softly, with a little bit of shakiness in her voice, to tell us that she was having a hard time hearing what we were saying and that she was starting to white out.
That’s the first time I heard THAT expression – “white out”. She described it later as if someone has stuffed cotton in her ears, and as though the edges of her vision were slowly being speckled with white dots. At the time, all I could think of was getting her out of the ropes as quickly as possible.
I kept one hand steady on her at all times, and used the other hand to undo the last series of knots & wraps I’d laid down. There’d been no work done on her legs, so it was easy enough – although to me it seemed like it took FOREVER – to get the more intricate parts of the chest harness I’d put her in undone. My tone of voice changed, there were fewer silences in what I was saying as I worked to constantly keep her awake and aware. Kris fed her sips of water or ginger ale, keeping her focused on him as well as I got all the ropes off her as fast as I could.

Once everything was off we sat on the bed and talked about what happened. I kept touching her & connected with her to make sure she was all the way back. After a while, and I can’t remember how long exactly, she stood up, got dressed, and we talked some more. Thankfully It didn’t take long for her to come all the way back, and then all was good.
We exchanged some messages later, through email, Facebook chats. Sort of a post-mortem about the session. Those conversations were amazingly beneficial and educational for me, both in terms of letting me be more comfortable with how fast I can get someone out of bondage, if the situation requires it, and also the tendency for a bottom to try to tough out a situation for fear of seeming less-than-capable. That’s something I’ll need to look out for more, in the future.
Has anyone else experienced this kind of white-out? As I said, it’s the first I’d heard of it. There were a lot of things that could have contributed to Danielle experiencing it – lack of sleep, a minor cold, the altitude in Banff – but I’m wondering if it’s a more well-known reaction. Any thoughts and comments would be appreciated.

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